5,000 if you count sleeping time and believe the profile. Still less time than Venti, as he constantly reminds me.

[ "Constantly" is a bit strong but whatever. ]

I wouldn't mind living, if there was a way to make up for what I did and make sure nothing like that would happen again, but there isn't. To get that to happen they'd have to rearrange so much of my head that I wouldn't be the same person anyway.