[ Well he's definitely getting a proper hug now. ]

You're not. You were scared. It happens to the best of us when we feel things too intensely.

[ As for how to do this... she hums as she considers. ] If it were me, I'd text and tell him I want to come home and talk. Maybe get a snack you both like on the way home or offer to cook something so you have something to do with your hands.

But it doesn't really matter how, as long as you talk. Do the whole thing over text if you think it'll be easier to get things out.