No. Thanks, but no. What I want is to have been something other than a painful burden for others to carry, but I'd never believe anyone who said it.

...So you might as well tell me what you think. You can't do worse than some others have, trust me.

[ It helps that Saya's hibernation won't have much impact on Evangeline in the scheme of things. So there's only so much Saya could hurt her with a wrong decision (and they're all wrong decisions really). ]