[He actually tilts his head so she can nuzzle his chin.]

The last thing I remember doing was calling him out on why he has anything to do about me given the message he clearly sent the last time he came around.

Then Red Son said I was going into extremes.

I think that's when I lost it. Everything was just feelings and faces after that.

Macaque turned up here after that. We talked a little. He apologized. I apologized. I asked us to put off any in-depth talks so I don't ruin it because I don't feel in control of myself for it yet.