...I already understood your point without you making it. That's not what I'm getting at.

All I said was that it's difficult to reconcile the fact that what I want is something that I know hurts him. I'm trying to figure out how I fit into this picture while causing him the least amount of pain and giving you both the most possible happiness.

[ Clearly Saya distancing herself doesn't effect anyone's happiness at all, that's the truth inside her head. ]