We don't have to talk about it.

[ he isn't here to press for it, but he figured she deserved to know that he is the way he is, and it isn't her. he opens his mouth to speak, but quickly shakes his head. maybe he shouldn't? maybe this is a "no somber zone?" ]

I - then if I ever have reason to go again, I might seek out a peaceful room.

[ say "I feel like shit a thousand times over" without saying "I feel like shit a thousand times over." ]

Well, I am in your hands.