"Letting yourself feel happy doesn't mean you don't still feel guilty for the past. But you let yourself feel other things. Suffering all the time doesn't fix the things that you did. Your punishment won't undo it. To make up for it, to make amends, you have to let yourself feel other things so you can try and do something to move forward and help others move forward? That's what my therapist says, basically. Or what I think she's saying."