Didn't both of your adoptive fathers use and manipulate you into fighting your sister and your own kind? Didn't one of them experiment on her and hurt your sister?
A lot of it sounds like you didn't know what you needed to make a better decision. And your brothers and your sister and Haji, I'm sorry you lost them.
You were scared to hurt people. So you decided to hurt them anyway? But you let yourself get close to people. Like Kantera. Like Red Son.
How were you supposed to know about the cell?
Would you apologize to your brothers? Tell them you didn't mean to be selfish and wished things had gone differently if they showed up tomorrow?
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A lot of it sounds like you didn't know what you needed to make a better decision. And your brothers and your sister and Haji, I'm sorry you lost them.
You were scared to hurt people. So you decided to hurt them anyway? But you let yourself get close to people. Like Kantera. Like Red Son.
How were you supposed to know about the cell?
Would you apologize to your brothers? Tell them you didn't mean to be selfish and wished things had gone differently if they showed up tomorrow?