"I guess I could. But right now it's the only reason I've been leaving the house." She's not sure it's a good idea to stop doing it.

"I don't know about feeding. Getting my memories back has made me a lot more averse to it. I miss it, but at the same time I used to be disgusted by it so getting the memories back has that feeling churning up." She's not really sure what to do with it all.