[ As soon as he starts speaking, she looks away. However much she wants to believe him, it's a challenge right now. She never used to question herself like this; she was more adept with feelings when she didn't have the words to describe them. The longer she's awake, the less sense everything makes, especially herself. ]
Even if I told you that I think the reason for that massacre was that I let other people use and control me, and that I've stolen the free will of others in turn? Would you still see me the same way?
[ She knows now that Caeli tasting her blood hasn't hurt him or turned him, that doesn't mean she's let herself off the hook for being so careless. Her intentions wouldn't have mattered if the worst happened to him, to any of the others. ]
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Re: Day 497
Date: Sep. 8th, 2022 12:51 am (UTC)Even if I told you that I think the reason for that massacre was that I let other people use and control me, and that I've stolen the free will of others in turn? Would you still see me the same way?
[ She knows now that Caeli tasting her blood hasn't hurt him or turned him, that doesn't mean she's let herself off the hook for being so careless. Her intentions wouldn't have mattered if the worst happened to him, to any of the others. ]