Yeah, he expressed to me that he felt like he needed to shove his feelings about me away. I can understand why, and I definitely would've rejected him basically any other time than now. I've never been comfortable with romance, and my parents weren't great role models so I didn't want to start my own family.
On top of that, in our society, it's legal for guys to marry each other but they can't pass on their Quirks to their kids. So same-sex couples still get a lot of judgement, as they're seen useless by a lot of assholes. It just felt weird to even think about.
But a lot of things have changed. And having to hold hands once a day kind of makes things different. I never held hands with anybody before coming here, and it feels wrong when I do it with anyone other than Deku. I've finally given up and accepted that I'm stuck with him until I die.
Which... I still think might be soon. But that's even more of a reason for me to just give up and do whatever feels right.
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Date: Apr. 30th, 2023 12:17 am (UTC)On top of that, in our society, it's legal for guys to marry each other but they can't pass on their Quirks to their kids. So same-sex couples still get a lot of judgement, as they're seen useless by a lot of assholes. It just felt weird to even think about.
But a lot of things have changed. And having to hold hands once a day kind of makes things different. I never held hands with anybody before coming here, and it feels wrong when I do it with anyone other than Deku. I've finally given up and accepted that I'm stuck with him until I die.
Which... I still think might be soon. But that's even more of a reason for me to just give up and do whatever feels right.