[ At first she's barely able to listen over the yelping din of her feelings, but as he talks she slowly relaxes. Memories flow with the words, and she's able to let things settle in a way that she struggles with when her instincts are galloping in every direction. ]
[ The natural question is probably to ask him what he wants. She absolutely doesn't want that answer. ]
I want you to have everything that makes you happy. I love you, and I love MK. [ Albeit differently. ] There's a reason I pushed you in his direction, too.
But I... that was never going to be easy for me. My husband doesn't have other romantic partners, nor do my others... except Venti, and he's the god of freedom, so it's a little different, and we were all friends and lovers before any romance happened. [ Yeah that's a whole kettle of fish, but it's one she has no problem digesting. ]
I hope it means something that I want that for you, even knowing what it would feel like for me.
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Date: Oct. 17th, 2023 02:14 am (UTC)[ The natural question is probably to ask him what he wants. She absolutely doesn't want that answer. ]
I want you to have everything that makes you happy. I love you, and I love MK. [ Albeit differently. ] There's a reason I pushed you in his direction, too.
But I... that was never going to be easy for me. My husband doesn't have other romantic partners, nor do my others... except Venti, and he's the god of freedom, so it's a little different, and we were all friends and lovers before any romance happened. [ Yeah that's a whole kettle of fish, but it's one she has no problem digesting. ]
I hope it means something that I want that for you, even knowing what it would feel like for me.
[ Because it's the best she's got right now. ]