[ Of course she's glad that Kitsu liking her isn't as murky as the rest of it all, if she can be a safe harbor in whatever typhoon they've landed in then she's extremely glad of it -- however, those last few things he says have her distracted to the point where she barely even hears him say he likes her, let alone being able to process it and respond. She actually stops walking for a second before the rest of her catches up. ]
Uh -- sorry. I get what you mean a little too well.
In that bar game I got a memory; being here isn't the first time I've had amnesia. It probably isn't the second time or the third time, either. My species seems to -- hibernate? When I wake up I have no memories, no real personality, just instinct. So...
[ Yeah, a little close to home. ]
I understand what you mean about wondering. [ If someone she knew before, maybe liked or loved, showed up here, would they find her an entirely different and distasteful person? If she falls into hibernation again, will anyone she knows here wait for her? Mourn her? Will they hate who she becomes next or manipulate her while she's vulnerable, mold her to their liking? None of these questions are comforting. ]
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Date: Apr. 2nd, 2022 04:34 am (UTC)Uh -- sorry. I get what you mean a little too well.
In that bar game I got a memory; being here isn't the first time I've had amnesia. It probably isn't the second time or the third time, either. My species seems to -- hibernate? When I wake up I have no memories, no real personality, just instinct. So...
[ Yeah, a little close to home. ]
I understand what you mean about wondering. [ If someone she knew before, maybe liked or loved, showed up here, would they find her an entirely different and distasteful person? If she falls into hibernation again, will anyone she knows here wait for her? Mourn her? Will they hate who she becomes next or manipulate her while she's vulnerable, mold her to their liking? None of these questions are comforting. ]