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"Maybe the trick then is to not let yourself get too comfortable. Remind yourself. Once a day or a week or something? Keep yourself alert. But give yourself moments with people you know won't do that to do or you won't do that to them. The people who love you. Your husband. Red Son. More moderation maybe is part of the answer?"

She considers, then shakes her head.

"I don't know. I don't think I should feel better and I'm not sure I want to. I just don't want to hurt them."

"I know a lot of people would disagree with the should part. I hope you do want to. Or I hope you start wanting to. And I'm sorry I used you like that. That I set it up and that I thought of using your trauma for my own ends."

She looks down and doesn't say anything for a long moment.

"It's not my place to forgive you."

Candid nods. "That's fair. MK hasn't forgiven me. I know that. Azure MK made that more than clear. I still have a lot to do to earn that forgiveness. I've only just gotten started."