If you wouldn't mind now and then, I have a pillow pile beneath a stormy sky with your name on it.
Don't worry about my health, though. I don't seem to need much sleep. Maybe it's because I evidently do it in long stretches rather than every day, if the memory I got today is to be believed. [ She has no idea how right she is about that. ] A few hours every few days seems to suit me just fine.
Consider it an open invitation. I'm sure I've got something eye-catching yet comfortable to wear for bed so you can fawn over me and sleep on me in whatever amounts you deem appropriate.
[ She's beginning to see how substantial a punishment being unable to undress is. Nothing like being unable to do something to make you want to do it unreasonably much. ]
I'm delighted to be your pillow as often as possible. Maybe when I need a long stretch of sleep you can return the favor, hm? [ He can stay still for 30 years, right? ] It might spoil me unreasonably, I should warn you. Having you around is dangerously wonderful.
[ Meanwhile, she's making quick work of all this delicious food (leaving more than enough for him, of course, she's careful not to be greedy). ]
[ The suggestive flirty-but-fit-for-polite-company thing is sexy as hell, goodness. ]
I didn't truly despise my punishment until just this minute. [ But she scoots over closer to him anyway, at least she's not barred from touch altogether. ]
[ Polite company rules will be respected! But he's fine with cuddling in general, it seems like, so she rests her head on his shoulder and leans into his touch like a cat bumping an outstretched hand. ]
When we're through here and packed up, any chance you could spare a minute to take me somewhere private? Just to thank you with a proper kiss. [ It's not like she can do much else unless they want to get creative. ]
[ Not a secret, and one of her favorite things about him (among many)! ]
Then how about just because I want to?
[ And because for once no one is beaten or bloody or in a terrible mood and who knows how long that will last? And because she's a physically demonstrative creature and trying to express herself without kissing (etc) is very Hard Mode and gets her way too inside her head about whether there's any reciprocated desire there. ]
I suppose fair is fair, then, because I just open my mouth around you and compliments fall out. Quite the predicament. I think you'll have to get used to it.
I'll do my best to soothe your misery however I can. [ Namely with snuggles, which she proceeds to offer. Some things she likes more than food. ]
Would you like to watch my new memory before we finish up? I'm interested in an objective perspective, because I don't know what to make of it. I wasn't thinking very clearly. [ And when they do find some privacy, she doesn't want to be focused on her past. Better to get it over with. ]
Thank you. [ She gives him a kiss on the cheek before going to dig out her phone, and settles in beside him before replaying the memory. It's not traumatic, at least? ]
[ Her mind in that memory is totally blank. Not even language present, nothing. So it's a big challenge to try and really get much from it. She doesn't want to color his thoughts with her attempts at explanations, so in the end she just waits. ]
[Doctor watches, attention fixed on the screen. Normally he might make a comment about her nudity, but this is important and he wants to take is seriously.]
...Coming out of hibernation, perhaps. Or - no, 'tis closer to a butterfly emerging from a chrysalis.
Hibernation makes sense, I suppose. There were no words in my head, only feelings. [ She doesn't say that the state of mind is similar to her massacre, except for that the only feeling was rage. In this memory she had a range of emotions swimming around, as if trying to decide which would win out. ]
A butterfly, hm? It's nice to be compared to something beautiful. [ As opposed to the monster she is. ]
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Don't worry about my health, though. I don't seem to need much sleep. Maybe it's because I evidently do it in long stretches rather than every day, if the memory I got today is to be believed. [ She has no idea how right she is about that. ] A few hours every few days seems to suit me just fine.
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[ She's beginning to see how substantial a punishment being unable to undress is. Nothing like being unable to do something to make you want to do it unreasonably much. ]
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[ Meanwhile, she's making quick work of all this delicious food (leaving more than enough for him, of course, she's careful not to be greedy). ]
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I can't imagine I'd be opposed to cuddling with you in any circumstance, particularly if it helps you sleep.
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[flirt flirt flirt
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I didn't truly despise my punishment until just this minute. [ But she scoots over closer to him anyway, at least she's not barred from touch altogether. ]
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When we're through here and packed up, any chance you could spare a minute to take me somewhere private? Just to thank you with a proper kiss. [ It's not like she can do much else unless they want to get creative. ]
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That could easily be arranged. Though no thanks are necessary, of course.
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Then how about just because I want to?
[ And because for once no one is beaten or bloody or in a terrible mood and who knows how long that will last? And because she's a physically demonstrative creature and trying to express herself without kissing (etc) is very Hard Mode and gets her way too inside her head about whether there's any reciprocated desire there. ]
guess who thought this posted but it did not
/pats!
I suppose it would be useless to pretend I'm too ladylike to accept that compliment without swooning.
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[Smooches the top of her head.]
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Would you like to watch my new memory before we finish up? I'm interested in an objective perspective, because I don't know what to make of it. I wasn't thinking very clearly. [ And when they do find some privacy, she doesn't want to be focused on her past. Better to get it over with. ]
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[Realistically, he doesn't know any more about her past than she does, and without context it's hard to tell some things...]
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[ Her mind in that memory is totally blank. Not even language present, nothing. So it's a big challenge to try and really get much from it. She doesn't want to color his thoughts with her attempts at explanations, so in the end she just waits. ]
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...Coming out of hibernation, perhaps. Or - no, 'tis closer to a butterfly emerging from a chrysalis.
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A butterfly, hm? It's nice to be compared to something beautiful. [ As opposed to the monster she is. ]
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[Not a monster. Never.]
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