Oh -- a lot of reasons. And a lot of people have tried to talk me out of them.
Mostly I have this idea that if I'd been stronger, they wouldn't have been able to control me. That I should have been able to control my own body and mind regardless of whatever they did to me.
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Re: Day 486 - afternoon
Date: Jul. 31st, 2022 06:01 pm (UTC)Mostly I have this idea that if I'd been stronger, they wouldn't have been able to control me. That I should have been able to control my own body and mind regardless of whatever they did to me.