It terrifies me now. But I've been through this before. Once the memories are gone, it doesn't hurt.
Smiling in the face of someone you love, knowing they're not that person anymore and probably never will be again, having to mourn what you lost while it's also right in front of you... that does hurt.
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Date: Aug. 1st, 2023 11:51 pm (UTC)Smiling in the face of someone you love, knowing they're not that person anymore and probably never will be again, having to mourn what you lost while it's also right in front of you... that does hurt.