[ ...Asterisk. Depends on what Yuri and Red Son talk decide. Even if they opt to tell Saya about Haji maybe being alive, more likely she'd just have Red Son take her back to retrieve him verses actually return there. ]
That part of this stings too. Not as much as not having him here every day, but I was looking forward to seeing Teyvat in person.
[ True there are still people here from Teyvat who they could visit, Childe in particular Saya could probably convince to let her stop by, but right now she can't even consider that. ]
Much as I'm usually inclined to argue with that sentiment, it feels good to hear right now.
I'd feel so much more lost without you. [ Sorry if that activates your tsun some more but ] Did I ever tell you that you're the one who built the entire foundation of me being able to accept myself at all? When you watched that first awful memory with me and didn't turn away.
I know it's very much a work in progress, but without that nothing else would even be possible.
--Leave it to you to never call me intolerable even when I was. Am still, sometimes.
[ She ignored him for a while for no damn good reason, just because she was stressed and preemptively grieving. Even if he forgives her, she absolutely doesn't. ]
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[ ...Asterisk. Depends on what Yuri and Red Son talk decide. Even if they opt to tell Saya about Haji maybe being alive, more likely she'd just have Red Son take her back to retrieve him verses actually return there. ]
That part of this stings too. Not as much as not having him here every day, but I was looking forward to seeing Teyvat in person.
[ True there are still people here from Teyvat who they could visit, Childe in particular Saya could probably convince to let her stop by, but right now she can't even consider that. ]
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—Yeah.
[ A little bit more. Distant for his part. ]
Something to talk to Flynn about.
[ Because he'd already talked to him about Teyvat. Because impossibly, Flynn had agreed to come with him to Teyvat. ]
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...I'm sure that whatever you want, he'll be all too eager for the same. [ Love does that. ]
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Yeah, well.
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You'll tame that reaction sooner or later.
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[ but he doubts it ]
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[ So there's that. Look on the bright side et cetera. ]
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My life's ambition.
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At least I'm sparing you most of my own mushy feelings, it could always be worse.
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With friends like you, I swear.
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[ Saya is a Certified Handful on the best of days, and not all her days are even good. ]
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Definitely in a bad way.
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I'd feel so much more lost without you. [ Sorry if that activates your tsun some more but ] Did I ever tell you that you're the one who built the entire foundation of me being able to accept myself at all? When you watched that first awful memory with me and didn't turn away.
I know it's very much a work in progress, but without that nothing else would even be possible.
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...I'm just glad to have helped at all.
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[ She ignored him for a while for no damn good reason, just because she was stressed and preemptively grieving. Even if he forgives her, she absolutely doesn't. ]
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You're the worst. [ Worst here meaning definitely not worst. ]
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