[ ...Asterisk. Depends on what Yuri and Red Son talk decide. Even if they opt to tell Saya about Haji maybe being alive, more likely she'd just have Red Son take her back to retrieve him verses actually return there. ]
That part of this stings too. Not as much as not having him here every day, but I was looking forward to seeing Teyvat in person.
[ True there are still people here from Teyvat who they could visit, Childe in particular Saya could probably convince to let her stop by, but right now she can't even consider that. ]
Much as I'm usually inclined to argue with that sentiment, it feels good to hear right now.
I'd feel so much more lost without you. [ Sorry if that activates your tsun some more but ] Did I ever tell you that you're the one who built the entire foundation of me being able to accept myself at all? When you watched that first awful memory with me and didn't turn away.
I know it's very much a work in progress, but without that nothing else would even be possible.
--Leave it to you to never call me intolerable even when I was. Am still, sometimes.
[ She ignored him for a while for no damn good reason, just because she was stressed and preemptively grieving. Even if he forgives her, she absolutely doesn't. ]
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 04:45 am (UTC)[ ...Asterisk. Depends on what Yuri and Red Son talk decide. Even if they opt to tell Saya about Haji maybe being alive, more likely she'd just have Red Son take her back to retrieve him verses actually return there. ]
That part of this stings too. Not as much as not having him here every day, but I was looking forward to seeing Teyvat in person.
[ True there are still people here from Teyvat who they could visit, Childe in particular Saya could probably convince to let her stop by, but right now she can't even consider that. ]
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 04:51 am (UTC)—Yeah.
[ A little bit more. Distant for his part. ]
Something to talk to Flynn about.
[ Because he'd already talked to him about Teyvat. Because impossibly, Flynn had agreed to come with him to Teyvat. ]
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 04:53 am (UTC)...I'm sure that whatever you want, he'll be all too eager for the same. [ Love does that. ]
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 04:59 am (UTC)Yeah, well.
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 05:01 am (UTC)You'll tame that reaction sooner or later.
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 05:02 am (UTC)[ but he doubts it ]
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 05:03 am (UTC)[ So there's that. Look on the bright side et cetera. ]
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 05:20 am (UTC)My life's ambition.
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Date: Oct. 25th, 2023 03:23 pm (UTC)At least I'm sparing you most of my own mushy feelings, it could always be worse.
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Date: Oct. 26th, 2023 02:18 am (UTC)With friends like you, I swear.
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Date: Oct. 26th, 2023 02:32 am (UTC)[ Saya is a Certified Handful on the best of days, and not all her days are even good. ]
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Date: Oct. 26th, 2023 03:28 am (UTC)Definitely in a bad way.
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Date: Oct. 27th, 2023 08:37 pm (UTC)I'd feel so much more lost without you. [ Sorry if that activates your tsun some more but ] Did I ever tell you that you're the one who built the entire foundation of me being able to accept myself at all? When you watched that first awful memory with me and didn't turn away.
I know it's very much a work in progress, but without that nothing else would even be possible.
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Date: Oct. 28th, 2023 01:32 am (UTC)...I'm just glad to have helped at all.
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Date: Oct. 28th, 2023 01:42 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Dec. 1st, 2023 05:42 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Dec. 24th, 2023 12:20 am (UTC)[ She ignored him for a while for no damn good reason, just because she was stressed and preemptively grieving. Even if he forgives her, she absolutely doesn't. ]
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Date: Dec. 24th, 2023 02:04 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Jan. 2nd, 2024 04:15 pm (UTC)You're the worst. [ Worst here meaning definitely not worst. ]
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Date: Jan. 29th, 2024 04:19 am (UTC)