...Okay. I won't say anything to him right now. But he shouldn't have even asked you to do that, let alone made you promise to! That's fucked up even by my standards!
Just because you CAN doesn't mean you should HAVE TO. Your emotional well-being matters to a lot of people, including me, and it should matter to MK too!
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
He cares about my emotional well-being, I'm his best friend here. Please don't think he doesn't care. It was a deal we made, that's all. That if I wanted Porty to get a chance to be independent then I had to be responsible for what he did. It was a reasonable consequence.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
It sucks and I hate it for you. And I hate that Porty did this knowing you'd be forced to kill him over it! I'm way more mad about that than the whole hostage thing!
What the fuck. This whole situation is awful and you deserve to have someone get mad over how badly you were done wrong.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
I understand you're not wrong. I know how being inattentive gets people hurt even if it's not you directly doing the hurting. I get that.
But also, this still sucks ass for you specifically, and I don't think denying comfort for that will make anyone else feel better about it, or make you more alert in the future, or do anything useful.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
When I killed my family, my whole species, over centuries, the only thing that kept me held together through it all was this. I'm just doing my best not to break.
So please, I know you mean well, but please don't push me.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
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Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Please, don't make me regret talking to you. [ Because if she does, this will be the last time it happens. ]
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Just because you CAN doesn't mean you should HAVE TO. Your emotional well-being matters to a lot of people, including me, and it should matter to MK too!
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
It was a reasonable consequence.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
What the fuck. This whole situation is awful and you deserve to have someone get mad over how badly you were done wrong.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Please don't be mad, I did this to myself.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
I understand you're not wrong. I know how being inattentive gets people hurt even if it's not you directly doing the hurting. I get that.
But also, this still sucks ass for you specifically, and I don't think denying comfort for that will make anyone else feel better about it, or make you more alert in the future, or do anything useful.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
So please, I know you mean well, but please don't push me.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
You're a good friend. If time passes and there's something I can do, let me know, otherwise I'll leave you alone.
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