It sucks and I hate it for you. And I hate that Porty did this knowing you'd be forced to kill him over it! I'm way more mad about that than the whole hostage thing!
What the fuck. This whole situation is awful and you deserve to have someone get mad over how badly you were done wrong.
I understand you're not wrong. I know how being inattentive gets people hurt even if it's not you directly doing the hurting. I get that.
But also, this still sucks ass for you specifically, and I don't think denying comfort for that will make anyone else feel better about it, or make you more alert in the future, or do anything useful.
When I killed my family, my whole species, over centuries, the only thing that kept me held together through it all was this. I'm just doing my best not to break.
So please, I know you mean well, but please don't push me.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 26th, 2024 09:23 pm (UTC)What the fuck. This whole situation is awful and you deserve to have someone get mad over how badly you were done wrong.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 26th, 2024 09:28 pm (UTC)Please don't be mad, I did this to myself.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 26th, 2024 09:34 pm (UTC)Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 26th, 2024 10:20 pm (UTC)Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 27th, 2024 01:00 am (UTC)I understand you're not wrong. I know how being inattentive gets people hurt even if it's not you directly doing the hurting. I get that.
But also, this still sucks ass for you specifically, and I don't think denying comfort for that will make anyone else feel better about it, or make you more alert in the future, or do anything useful.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 27th, 2024 01:07 am (UTC)So please, I know you mean well, but please don't push me.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 27th, 2024 01:10 am (UTC)You're a good friend. If time passes and there's something I can do, let me know, otherwise I'll leave you alone.
Re: un: abnormalitylover, text, day after porty's party
Date: Jun. 27th, 2024 01:12 am (UTC)