Re: action

Date: Jun. 1st, 2025 07:45 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: neutral (immer nur um dich)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
She knows him so well, that he doesn't even need to communicate what he needs from her.

Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Her arms around him are grounding.

"This is real. I am here and a person."

Re: action

Date: Jun. 1st, 2025 07:56 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: neutral (dass du zu mir kommst)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
"I'm as real as you are."

Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale.

"...I've calmed down, I think."

Re: action

Date: Jun. 1st, 2025 09:23 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: neutral (dass du zu mir kommst)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
“That’s a good idea. Tea sounds lovely.”

…but he would have to let go of her to make it. Dilemma.

Re: action

Date: Jun. 1st, 2025 11:00 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: smile (denn meine Träume kreisen)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
"I would be very appreciative if you would make it, thank you." Relieved. He may not entirely let go of her for some time, though he'll at least get a hand free to drink the tea when it's ready.

Re: action

Date: Jun. 1st, 2025 11:36 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: smile (denn meine Träume kreisen)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
The smell of the tea, the tea set with their memories, the warmth... All of it helps to loosen the tension in Kantera's body. He's able to unwrap one arm from her in order to accept and sip his tea.

"'Tis delicious, my dear. Thank you."

Re: action

Date: Jun. 1st, 2025 11:47 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: neutral (dass du zu mir kommst)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
"I feel... much as if a wound I had that was slowly beginning to heal was reopened without warning. -I have been better, about thinking of myself as a whole person, but..."

This brings back those issues full force.

Re: action

Date: Jun. 2nd, 2025 05:59 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: neutral (immer nur um dich)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
"I wish I were simply over it. I know 'tis not how that works, but..."

He knows that people love him and view him as a real person. Why can't he simply internalize that and be fine forever?

Re: action

Date: Jun. 3rd, 2025 11:15 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: neutral (immer nur um dich)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
"Thankfully, I have both of those available." His wing curls into her side. "Without you, surmounting this would be impossible."

Re: action

Date: Jun. 4th, 2025 09:48 pm (UTC)
happydreamed: smile (denn meine Träume kreisen)
From: [personal profile] happydreamed
There's always the chance of involuntarily... but he prefers not to think about that when he can avoid it.

"That sounds lovely, actually. What pictures do you have from Ellipsa?"