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Wukong has the people here. Who do remember him.

If any of those people showed up, it would be a different matter. Trying to live your life for people who might hypothetically show up wouldn't be fair to you because who even knows what those odds actually are. So it only makes sense to do what is best for you when it is just you.

[ "Wukong has people here"... her mind fills in another piece of that sentence: "and you don't." Little reminders of everything she lost crop up at moments like this, she supposes that's only natural when there's a whole life of loss. She knows that wasn't intended to hurt her though so no sense dwelling on it. ]

Right, I get it.

Well like I said, however I can help.

[Of course Saya has people here. Its just not the people she's forgotten. She's not hurting anyone. No one is suffering for her to not have her memories.]

[Meanwhile, people were for Wukong, because of the people he's met more recently, compared to everyone else he lost.]

Mostly keeping track of Wukong, if you're up for it. MK and Macaque are going to need breaks. I don't know if you will, but then we just switch out.

Keep the mental and emotional fatigue to a minimum while babysitting an overpowered brat.

I won't need breaks, I'm good at this.
So whatever they need.

Make sure to take care of yourself at least a little bit for me?

I'll be fine. I'm used to it. Please don't worry about me, you'll assist yourself too thin.

I'm the one least emotionally affected. I can take on a little more for the rest of you.

Nonsense.
I know it's hard for you to see MK miserable.

And like I keep saying, I'm used to this. So please don't worry.

I'm pretty sure there's a huge difference between seeing someone be miserable and them actually being miserable.

And you could be that kind of miserable too.

I'm not, though.

And if I was I'm still experienced at this kind of thing in ways MK isn't.
He needs you. I can manage myself.

[There is a long, loooong pause.]

If you need support, you'll ask someone for it, right?

You're that worried?

If I need support I'll make sure you know it. Okay?
So you're aware even if you are needed more elsewhere.

Of course I am. I always worry about you.

Thank you.

[ There's a sort pause and then his phone rings. ]

[A pause of surprise, but he answers the phone.] Hello?

I wanted to hear your voice.

[ She wanted to hear his unfiltered reaction to this: ]

Us being apart was hard on you, wasn't it? [ This is related to their conversation, honest. Saya needed some distance and time, but she no longer wants him to feel like he's being held at arm's length. That's not why she's saying that he should focus on MK and not her. It's worry for her friend and that's all, nothing like a desire to shut him out. ]

Of course it was.

[He's not going to deny that.]

But I understand you needed time. That doesn't mean I didn't miss you.

And do you feel like I'm still keeping you at a distance? Or do you fret about that? Is that why you think I was encouraging you not to worry about me?

...a bit.

It feels like you're always pushing me at MK lately.

[ But isn't that what he wants? ]

That's because of him needing your support with recent events, and also I want the two of you to be happy.

And I don't want to be selfish.

When he needs help, sure, that makes sense.

But it feels like you're doing it even when MK doesn't actively need support.

We're in a relationship, you're allowed to be selfish to a degree.

I already hurt MK enough, I don't want to make things worse by overstepping. That's all.

How have you hurt MK?

The second full moon. How upset he was.

I know part of it was that you hadn't told each other your feelings yet, but if it hadn't been for me you would have had lots of time, there wouldn't have been the same pressure.

That wasn't your fault, Saya. We were the ones being stupid.

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