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sangreine

There's always going to be something happening in a place like this, and I know that, so don't worry over it.

I know I'll enjoy everything, since I'll be with you. [ Romantic at heart though she is, Saya has simple tastes about these matters. But he likes bg productions and he did have to scale down his courting gift delivery, so. ]

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forgingfires

[Its true. He would have made it a Whole Thing except she was barely staying awake by the time he figured himself out and. Well. Better she had it than not.]

This place can be so exhausting sometimes.

Oh.

Yes.

Well.

That is good to know, but I still hope you like the actual stuff too. Double enjoyment?

From:

sangreine

I have no doubt that I will. You're very considerate of my wants and needs.

From:

forgingfires

[He is blushing so much.]

[A pause.]

[And then he sends a selfie, hand over half of his face, letting her see how much he's blushing.]

[This assault of emotions. But he figures she likes seeing him affected.]

I try.

From:

sangreine

[ giggling now ]

You succeed. And you're adorable.

From:

forgingfires

You're a tease, but far be it for me to deny you being able to see your affect on me.

From:

sangreine

I just tell the truth.

[ At some point he definitely should segue into "btw the monkeys are taking over the room you haven't even slept in yet" because they are absolutely losing the plot here. ]

From:

forgingfires

I said what I said.

Will you be okay?

Meeting Wukong with amnesia?

From:

sangreine

[ She was actually wondering if he'd at all made the connection that it might bother her. She wasn't going to hold it against him if he hadn't, there's a lot going on. ]

Mostly. It's not my first time on the other side of it.

From:

forgingfires

[He absolutely made the connection, he has just been trying to head off ALL THE THINGS.]

It is only going to be temporary. I promise, he is going to get his memories back.

From:

sangreine

I'd be the worst sort of hypocrite to be bothered if he didn't get them back. I've done it before, I'll handle it.
It's not so terrible for me. I do worry about MK, he's not ready.

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forgingfires

You're not a hypocrite to want someone back how you knew them.

From:

sangreine

I would be. I don't want my own memories back.

From:

forgingfires

You don't have a lot to regain with your memories. Wukong does. And he doesn't really have much without, at least not without complications.

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sangreine

You don't know that and neither do I. Many people would say there's value in remembering the people who loved you beyond the day of their death, which is all I have of my father. I barely have more of Riku.

I'm sparing myself from pain, nothing more. And if any of them show up here then how would they find my choice to leave them mostly forgotten? What about those I don't remember at all?

Please don't make assumptions about what I have to gain or lose.

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forgingfires

Sorry, I just meant

Wukong has the people here. Who do remember him.

If any of those people showed up, it would be a different matter. Trying to live your life for people who might hypothetically show up wouldn't be fair to you because who even knows what those odds actually are. So it only makes sense to do what is best for you when it is just you.

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sangreine

[ "Wukong has people here"... her mind fills in another piece of that sentence: "and you don't." Little reminders of everything she lost crop up at moments like this, she supposes that's only natural when there's a whole life of loss. She knows that wasn't intended to hurt her though so no sense dwelling on it. ]

Right, I get it.

Well like I said, however I can help.

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forgingfires

[Of course Saya has people here. Its just not the people she's forgotten. She's not hurting anyone. No one is suffering for her to not have her memories.]

[Meanwhile, people were for Wukong, because of the people he's met more recently, compared to everyone else he lost.]

Mostly keeping track of Wukong, if you're up for it. MK and Macaque are going to need breaks. I don't know if you will, but then we just switch out.

Keep the mental and emotional fatigue to a minimum while babysitting an overpowered brat.

From:

sangreine

I won't need breaks, I'm good at this.
So whatever they need.

From:

forgingfires

Make sure to take care of yourself at least a little bit for me?

From:

sangreine

I'll be fine. I'm used to it. Please don't worry about me, you'll assist yourself too thin.

From:

forgingfires

I'm the one least emotionally affected. I can take on a little more for the rest of you.

From:

sangreine

Nonsense.
I know it's hard for you to see MK miserable.

And like I keep saying, I'm used to this. So please don't worry.

From:

forgingfires

I'm pretty sure there's a huge difference between seeing someone be miserable and them actually being miserable.

And you could be that kind of miserable too.

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sangreine

I'm not, though.

And if I was I'm still experienced at this kind of thing in ways MK isn't.
He needs you. I can manage myself.

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